Tired .....
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
'Coz I'm post night shift ... AGAIN . Been having night shifts EVERY week eversince we started the one night thingy . But alas , we're starting 3 nights again in the next roster . *Wails* I dun wan !! Duh !! Never can sleep in the day lah . See ? I reached home at around 9am++ just now , ate breakfast and chatted sh*t wif mum till about 11am , went to sleep and automatically woke up at 2pm . Dunno why ? Maybe I got some automatic alarm clock in me or what . Pffft ..! It's okay if I dun need to work again at nite but can U imagine if I'm going to start back on the 3 nights thingy , 3 hours of sleep X 3 days = 9 hours of sleep in 72 hours !! That's grossly insufficient for a pig like me . Oh well , ugly skin and panda-eyed days , here I come ... again . Duh !!
Anyway , nothing much lately lah . One patient died on me the other day . Old pak-cik , DIL/DNR one . Din need to do much . Just packed him up and sent him off to his makers loh . After some time in this freaking job , U just tend to get 'heartless' ? Remembered those 'good old' times where I'd tear when a patient dies . Now ? Erm ... not so bad lah . Just relieved sometimes that the patient stops suffering . It's a real struggle to stay alive sometimes U know ? Anywayz , another patient died (again ??) during my colleague's time . *Haizz* Also DIL/DNR , BUT a coroner's case . Oh well , life goes on .
Received my appraisal on Monday (01/05/2006) . Am I the 1st one ??! :p Ha ! Nice if I am . Anyway , just glad that I've been judged fairly . For the FIRST time in my entire freaking career , I actually felt truely appreciated okay ?! Felt that all my efforts were well worth it . And I shall continue to work hard (or work even harder) to erm ... repay (?) the kindness and opportunities given to me . Yeah !! And I mean it . Nevermind some envious sour grapers . Go say what U like ! Just wanna say , U ARE being watched and U WILL be fairly judged . What U do , WILL be what U get . So gossip and speculate and create trouble for all U want , as long as U dun involve me or some innocent others . Dun give a damn . But once I get pulled in , or the ward gets pulled down , U'll be sorely sorry I tell ya ! Dun say I never give chance or give warning . Hate to be made a scapegoat . So wat I'm born in the year of the goat ? Baaaaa ...! What the hell am I saying ? Wat the heck ? I know the message got through . Poof !
Pfffft ...! Gotta pause here to type this . Juz got into an arguement wif my unreasonable okasan (mum) . WTF ?! All just because of her going Genting (again) with my dad . Was just telling her nicely (I mean really nicely this time okay ?!) to go in June instead of May 'coz my roster is already out for May . And she's there KPKB , say I not co-operative bla bla !! OMG ! Like going Genting is life and death to her like that . WTF ?! U may be thinking what's the big deal , let them go lah . But U know what ?! They expect me to like stay home preferably to ... look after the bloody dog . Yeah ! 1 , 2 , 3 , everyone go "HUH ??!" please . Thank U ! And I've been doing just that all along to make her happy . Yeah I protest most of the time but I still do it wat , but U know what , she never appreciates it ! Thanks to her spoiling the cute spoilt brat lah . She's afraid that he'll bark the house down or get damn depressed with loneliness with no one at home . Ya ! Once again , 1 , 2 , 3 , "HUHH ??!" . *Haizz* Gonna get cold war from her , again , because of this . Haiyah , go f*ck off lah . Can't please her every single time lah . Bl**dy Sh*it !
Okayy , where was I ?
Ya . Need to vote this Saturday (06/05/2006) . Hee ! Exciting !! 1st time in my 26 years+ of existence . Moi belong to AMK GRC , so it's between :
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Eeee .. just hope the queue wun be too long . 'Coz gotta rush all the way after work from Simei back to Yishun . Then will be meeting Mdm. Eileen Eng & Vonne for dinner at :
Hee ! Exciting weekend . :D
Purred Ranz @ {14:31}
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