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Type of Men I Should Date .....

Sunday, May 18, 2008


Did a random quiz from Facebook and this is what I got . So true ... :D I likey . Especially the bolded & italic-ed areas .


You are a BETH ! A down-to-earth gal with simple needs , you yearn for a strong and old-fashioned gentleman who will be there for you always . Indecisive and wimpy men turn you off because you know what you want and you go for it ! Your man has to understand your needs and appreciate your candid forthrightness and unwavering devotion .


What the hell is a beth anyway ? And so , indecisive ,wimpy men , SHOOOOO ...!!! :D


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Tummy as Upset as Me .....

Saturday, May 17, 2008


Having this gastic-ky churning in my tummy ...

Sending burning shots all around ...

Making me hungry but pukey as well ...

Muz be due to the fact that I was so upset earlier in the day & did not have anything to eat till 2pm .

Wat a sway day . :'(


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Hell's Kitchen .....



Arghhhhh !!! I'm so so freaking , f*cking , watever shit , pissed and disappointed with my 'beloved' mother . I can really shed tears of hurt and disappointment . :'( What meant to be my sincere attempt to try make her happy , simply turned out disastrous and just made monsters outta the both of us . All thanks to Devil Moolah !


I HATE YOU , MONEY !!! I REALLY REALLY HATE YOU !!! *Sobs* :'(


Wokays , in case U guys dunno wat the hell I'm talking about , here goes ... . Mummy 'dearest' longs to change the stove in the kitchen 'coz of itz super bad state (even though there's not much cooking done in our house , I really dunno how come it can end up in itz current pitiful state) . We went around looking for stoves a few weeks back and discovered that stoves these days are kindda expensive , so I thought it would be better to get those built-in type of cooker hob , hood and oven . Works out to almost the same price as a stove anyway and more stylo mah . But the thing is that we'll have to hack and re-renovate the cabinets to accomodate the new built-in kitchen gadgets . Seeing how badly the Mummy longs for a new kitchen (even though she didn't say it , her looks said it all) , I volunteered to pick up the tab 'coz she kept saying she has got no money . Nevermind the fact that she HAS the money to go Genting , buy 4D & To-to & shares and even intending to get a HD LCD dunno wat not television set just for the fun of it . Okay , then I told her my budget was just like $4k for the whole renovation AND the appliances 'coz that was almost all that I can afford with my pathetic salary , after I return to work in August that is ('coz only then I'll get back my allowances and increment due to my additional qualification) . Then our excitement was shortlived 'coz we realised that wif that budget , it would be almost impossible to get anything decent . So , after a night of serious calculation and giving up of thoughts of getting things for myself , I decided to increase my budget to $6k , hoping that everything should be able to be covered with the new amount . Of course the mother was very happy and sweet with my new budget la . So typical . Pffffft !


Anyhow , to cut the long crap short , we settled for some lousy XXX designing company 'coz I guess itz the only place we know that accepts interest-free installment payments via credit card . Initially , the mother was the one who said that this company was lousy and reckoned that itz quality would be just as bad and not worth the costs , so might as well go find some place else . Then I reminded her that other places might not have the installment payments thingy . Then she was the one who volunteered to pay first but I have to pay her back 'coz itz like her coffin money thingy ? Then I said of course la , 'coz I sincerely wanted to buy the damn thing for her 'coz of my love for her . Then I dunno wat sort of corrupted thoughts went thru her mind , in the end she say better not , better just stick to the lousy XXX designing company . U know , itz just so typical of suspicious , money-minded her ! She didn't say it till just now when we fought , but I could just read through her !!! She must haf felt that she had better NOT volunteer her money in case I don't pay her back , which I swear with my cats' lives that I really DO NOT harbour such thoughts okay ! Maybe only people like her will la . My intentions were just to get something decent with the most reasonable price no matter who pays first , 'coz ultimately I AM the one footing the whole damn bill . But no lor , she just likes to think things her own bloody way !


I hope U guys are not lost by now ?


Anyhow , again , the guy from the lousy XXX designing company dropped by just now to go through again with us how we intended our cabinets to be . In the end , the way he quoted the prices , the whole thing was definitely going to exceed my budget !!! But the mother was very quick to volunteer and promise that we'll go down by this evening to make payments , as though she's so afraid that I'll not get the kitchen for her . U know what ? I tell U , she is RIGHT !!! I don't think I'll get her the damn kitchen afterall !!! What for ?! What for make this type of I-really-dunno-how-to-describe-her person happy ??? The last nail that she drove into me , was that she was so determined to make FULL use of the $6k , like not even wanting me to get a single cent discount like that . U know , what I mean is that just because I volunteered $6k , she die die gotta spend it ALL like tat . Help me save a few tens of dollars also cannot ! Bloody fuck !!! I was so blardy pissed till I really couldn't stand it ! So I irritated her back by emphasising that ANY CENT more than $6k , I am NOT going to pay ! I mean firstly I've really got no more money leh ! Then more importantly , why should I ???!!! SHE was the one , with her own selfish & calculative thoughts , that did not want to scout for other possible cheaper places , so why should I bear any extra costs rite ???


Haiyah , I really dunno lah . Maybe U all will ask me to just give in to her lah , afterall she's my mother and she's so old and all that . But I really don't see the point lor . She's never happy wif what I do , nor satisfied one lor !!! Really ! I can even forsee that if I did eventually settle for this lousy XXX designing company , and one day the cabinets juz collapse due to its supposedly inferior quality , she will definitely blame me for it !!! Ah then nag nag nag and saying as usual I'm so stupid and bla bla bla . It's the usual case lor . :'(


I'm just so so sad now . I should have just let her get her damned stove then all these wouldn't have happened . :'( Anyway , everything just ended with her throwing of all things , haizzz , the calculator at me . As if I'm not vexed enough with calculations . :'( And with her saying "Now there's even more reason NOT to leave the house to U !" Huh ? Juz because I didn't give her a new kitchen ? And I ever mentioned that I love our current house alot right ? So she sometimes mentions , when she's in her kinder state of mind , that she'll leave me half of the house after she dies . Ermm , if U don't understand , U gotta ask me in person 'coz itz hard to explain in words la .

Haizzz ... . So any kind souls out there with any words of advice on what I should do now ? But I still really hope to get her a new kitchen 'coz I still love her as my mother . But it just have to be within my means . And any lobangs on how I can get the following kitchens for $6k , no more no less , are gratefully welcomed . :D


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Shakira is HOT .....

Saturday, May 10, 2008


Not that I didn't know before , but OMG !!! Damn U gotta watch these videos !!! Pause my Imeem music player on the right and watch these .


Boy will I kill to have her hips and dancing . :'(





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What a Nag .....

Saturday, May 03, 2008


Natter natter natter ...


Tatz ALL she does !


Blehhh ! Always thinking herself as some superior grade shark's fin while Dad , Sis & I are juz rotten ikan bilis fins . WTF ?! Always comparing with the better off , always comparing Dad to other people's more capable husbands , always comparing me and Sis to other better behaved & better off children , always comparing this and that ! Compare compare compare !!! NEVER satisfied with life . ALWAYS making cutting remarks and feeling gleeful when people get hurt to hurt people ! Example :

Mum : "Haizz ... If your stoopid father didn't opt out (of some ancient pension scheme) last time , we'll be so much better off now . No need to slog like mad . What to do ? Marry this type of man , have these type of lousy children . All like blocks of lard , cannot move , not open to changes ."
Me : *Blinks more stoopidly*


Or ...

Me (to Mum on days that she's rational) : "Do U know sometimes the way U comment or talk , U really hurt people ?"
Mum : *With a wee tad of guilt* "Ya , I know . But I don't want to change leh !"
Me : -_-"

Or ...

Mum : "You don't think your $500 (allowance to her & Dad @ $250 each) is alot ah . Itz not even enough to pay for you still staying in this house and eating so much food (ya , I like eat like a gorilla :D) and using so much electricity (and ya , I like defibrillate myself every hour lor ;D) ! If I rent out your room , I can get even more than that !"
Me : :'(


How to reason with this type of person huh ?? I really try to give all allowance to the fact that she really had a very very bad and unhappy childhood and life story . And maybe it's a fact that Dad , Sis & I don't perform up to HER expectations (or maybe juz me at least ?) . And she has really contributed alot to the family in monetary terms . But do that give her a 'passport' to behave like how she's behaving now ?? Doesn't it make sense that even more she'll want her own children to have a happier childhood ? But no lor , tatz not the case . Arghhh ... Please tell me ! Anybody ?! Maybe how she behaves is totally acceptable and I'm wrong to say she's wrong ? Tell me PLEASE ! :(


She has her times of nice-ness and love for us . But I feel her horrid times of nastiness are really enough to overwrite her good .


Haizzz ... I dunno . Maybe I'm juz the wrong one . Maybe I'm really JUST the rotten egg . Maybe itz juz really my own fault that I'm STILL single , JUST a nurse earning peanuts (and giving her peanuts) , SO brainless , SO ugly & fat & SO useless (all in Mum's words) . All that I can take or maybe admit or apologise that IT IS my fault for being such a loser . But what I can't accept is : that she comments all my friends are just like me (?) , she always say I'm senile (??) , she threatens me wif things that I love , e.g. : if I dun do certain things or if I argue wif her and she can't win , she'll threaten to release my cats out 1 by 1 (????!!!!) and she really literally damages or throws around my stuff , especially my favourite stuff juz to 'get back' at me (?????!!!!!) . Even right up till now , when I'm at 29 ?!


Okayyy , I know some of U will probably say "Ya lah , your own fault wat . Who ask U to be such a loser ? Your Mum is right to behave like that . She's already very kind to U lor , letting U keep so many cats ." or "U lah , always so playful and naughty as a child , can't study one . Spend so much of her $ on tuition and still get lousy grades ." or "Can't take it then move out lah . Ownself don't move out then make so much noise ." . Oh well , U think I wanna be such a loser meh ? U think I don't try to be a better person ? Well , I try , maybe not my best but I DID try okay ... but itz NEVER enough . And U think I enjoy staying on to endure such shit from her or making her "so miserable" ? I would run away , as far as I can if I could , but I'm just not earning enough to have my own place and I just love our current house alot . Can't bear to simply shift away from a nice house that I'm satisfied with (unlike her) just to get away from her . And maybe I shud juz lower my high expectations and juz go and marry some Thomson , Dickyson or Hairy juz to get out of this shit . Oh well , guess I've got no choice but to bear wif it all and juz rant here . Who ask me to be born a loser , a lousy daughter or an idiot in general ?? But I firmly believe that if I can give her good $$$ , my life would be much much better . Not kidding okay !!


Haizzz ... just ignore me . I'm the screwed up one okay ??? Happy ?


On a lighter note , saw The Nerd off this early AM at the airport . She shud be transit-ing at Tokyo by now and on her way to USA . Hahaha !! Poor her got a total of 22 hours and 48 minutes (!!!) just to get to from Singapore--->Tokyo--->USA Washington DC---> Phoenix Arizona to meet her bro (who's there on a SAF stint) & sis-in-law . *Gasp* Think I'll juz go mad if I had to travel like her . Seriously , I'd juz pay abit more to get better flights wif SIA than to go thru' all the transit-ing sia . But at least she's living my dream right now , which is to go to USA . :'( Dream on Ranz , dream on . Anyway , hope The Nerd reaches there safely and enjoys her time there and comes back safely wif lotsa stories to tell me :D .


Okay , back to catching up on :
TVB's Catch Me Now
A really cool serial . Especially wif Damian Lau !!! *Swoons* I ever mentioned that older men (but not too old lah !!) appeal to me rite ? Wahaha !! ;p Anyway , this serial is something like Oceans 11 , 12 & 13 . Where there's this bunch of super cool professional robbers . Hard to catch them 'coz they simply got their ways to disguise themselves and evade capture ? Well , same here lor . Shud catch it if U can . Haha !! Only available for rental rite now though . K , ta ta , will study tomolo . :p

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