05 00 hrs now .
So far so good . Had 1 patient transferred in during my shift . Luckily patient is stable , even though she has lotsa medical problems . Anywayz , thatz for the day shift staff to worry about . Who cares ?! :p I can foresee that they might be sent into a frenzy over this patient . Good lah . Time for them to move that ass and get some work done .
Yes , as U can see , I'm still bitter and all dark and twisted inside . After much serious thinking and consideration , I think I should juz cease being all nice and sugary a worker anymore . Doesn't really pay off dah . Should juz go wif the flow . Slack , pretend to be involved , not be so proactive , and yes , start frolicking in MCs again ? Wheeee !! This is so fun ! To leave my fellow colleagues running around like pathetic ants (like so MANY a time I gotta do) while I juz simply make call after call , saying I can't turn up for work . I can juz imagine how it'll go :
One day
Me : *Groan-y voice* Ohh ... I've got a sore-throat . Will be seeing doctor . Will call up again to inform how many days MC I got .
3 days later
Me : *Groan-y moaning voice again* I've got a headache today and I got 1 day MC . Thanks .
1 week later , turns up at workplace but ...
Me : *Hangs a half-dead look* I feel tired today so I want to take one day leave . Bye .
Next 2 days , woke up late ... so ...
Me : I've got sh*t stuck up my ass and I can't work , so seeing doctor , okay ?
And the list goes on and on . Wahaha !! ;D I see what I juz wrote and I also feel like laughing sia . Unbelievable but true wokays !! But the best thing is , do all that and ta-da , U get promoted magically . Yay !! *Throws confetti* Yeah yeah , I'm STILL bitter AND all dark and twisted inside ... . But can U blame me ? Bah ! Watever . No one knows , no one cares also . Maybe itz juz me being the sore loser . *Sighzzz* Watever okay ? Juz feel like giving up . Don't even feel like doing my Advanced Dip. anymore . Don't feel like joining wat QC team or contributing any more stoopid SSS anymore . Juz feel like rotting away into nothing-ness !! Bah !
On a lighter note , found some solace in 'T.V.' recently . Haha ! Quite an amazing discovery for useless me .
And getting addicted to this :
Only at episode 5 so far . Can't wait to see what happens next . Always had this thing for medical dramas . Dang !! Feeling all sourpuss 
again ... Desperately wanna get 2 of this before it runs out ... Care to help ?
Already got 1 in pink but I think I'd better get some more as back-ups before the little doll decide to change her uniform some day , amidst the recent controversy . Tsk ! Wat are those people thinking sia ?? Some things should just be left as it is wokays !! Singapore Girl , U'll always have Ranz's support .
Well , some parting shots for this senseless entry ...
Secondary school good fren Nordiana & her hubby on their wedding day on 24th December 2006 . Wishing the 2 of U eternal happiness ya ? *Hugz*
And yah , thatz porky me behind wif my sis . Heh ! Note the difference in height (she's in heels wokays) and hair (she's naughty , I'm nice) . ;D
And I'm mad ...
again ... 
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. Nose also a little runny & felt a little feverish in the afternoon . Gosh !!! Shoo flu shoo !!! Oh well , probably also due to some little 'blow' I had late last week . Was so demoralised for a few days till I really stoned out and felt that life was really meaningless . Almost got run down by an idiotic cab as well while in my stupor . :p Scary to think that I could have juz died or be seriously injured . The 'blow' was nothing really serious lah . Juz set me thinking that in the job that I'm in , U juz gotta have all the lucky stars shining on U . Minimal contributions to the organisation , so-so work standards and LOTS of MC taking DOES earn U a promotion . Haha *bitter laugh* ! Sometimes wonder why I work so hard . Zero MC for 5 years , made reasonable contributions to the organisation and not to mention lotsa time sacrificed , but see where all that got me ? Same same treatment . Bah ! Ignore me . Juz ranting . The only good thing outta the whole issue was that my manager was reassuring , or tried to be reassuring . But am I reassured ? I dunno . I really dunno . 
