Anywayz , FINALLY !! :
My beloved Grey's Anatomy Season 1 !! :D Now juz awaiting Season 2 , which is coming soon . Grrr ... ! Can't wait . And Season 3 !! OMG ! Next year maybe . Really love this serial & its cast . Especially him :

Patrick Dempsey !!! *Swoons* Isn't he juz a hunk ??! Damn ! I'm drooling again . Hahaha ! ;p Ellen Pompeo is one lucky gal . Getting to snog this handsome stud all the time . But I still prefer Dempsey's on-screen wife , Kate Walsh , who's like my idea of a perfect woman . Gorgeous , capable , RICH (I guess) . *Sighzz* :( Well , spent an eye-opening , precious one week at DSC Clinic this week (30/10/2006 - 03/11/2006) . Really left me speechless with more admiration for us great WOMEN , but dripping with scorn for those useless , lecherous species called men . Well , not all tat is . Still believe that there are some good gems around , but not many lah . Ha ! Really opened my eyes to this hideous reality of life and to realise that MOST men have only one thing in mind . S-E-X !! *Shudders at the reminder of some jackass-es* . I mean , go fool around for all I f*cking care but please DO NOT have the audacity to spread some blardy STIs to us women , especially your poor faithful wives or galfrens . Yeah yeah , I know some ladies out there are sleeping around too but in comparison to men , phew , we're NO WHERE sia ! Please please please girls , please protect yourselves . And please go for some form of screenings shud U decide to get married . U never know wat your hubby-to-be has , or for some , has already spread to U . I'm not being a sour grape , or wet blanket , or watever U wanna call me lah . Bitch or watever . But I'm juz stating a plain fact lor . From what I see and gather in this short week is alarmingly enough to make me draw such a conclusion . The number of STIs incidences are just scary !! Too scary for a small country like ours . And also the number of CSWs available here are juz as scary . All thanks to the high demand for them by men . Oh well ... , 'nuff said . Juz gotta constantly remind myself to look extremely carefully for the right ONE . Like wat Mum always advise me (which I totally agree) : rather be single and happy , than end up wif some wrong ass & spend your life in misery . In this context , with some deadly disease or dreadful STIs . It's no joke I tell ya . Having to spend the rest of your life living on expensive immuno. drugs , or having your genitals cryotherapy-ed or examined . Uh uh !! Not worth it .
Anywayz , managed to do some brothel visits as well . Really sad to see such harsh reality of life . Really gotta be thankful that I'm so fortunate to have MY life , though it sucks at times , at least it's comfortable . And now I really think of those CSWs in new light . Have to thank them for keeping those lusty toads off the streets . As it is , when my group was at the brothels at 3pm+ , there were already tonnes of men looking for pleasure . Shit ! Unbelievable ! And they were peering curiously (or shud I say lustfully) at us , maybe harbouring sinful thoughts already , 'coz some of of my coursemates (NOT me definitely) are babes . Maybe they thought we're newbies or something ?? Damn ! I hope their 'thing' rot and fall off or something ! Chee-ko-peks ! Hah ! :D Anyway , juz wanna conclude tat I learnt ALOT about reality during this attachment lah . Dunno how to explain . But it's juz something I'll never get to experience ever again . So thankful that I got the chance to . :D Haizzz , supposed to post some pics of the delicious makan we had on Wednesday (01/11/2006) , but my poor computer kept blanking out when I tried to load the pics from my phone . Bah ! Keep happening recently . Now I fully understand wat Agnes babe meant . I tink N6280 and computers juz dun get along . :( Oh well , will try again . Anyway , the makan was generously arranged by my coursemates from Brunei & Malaysia . So nice of them . They juz wanted to spread a little Hari Raya joy wif us . Thank U once again . :D Talking about Hari Raya , dropped by Kak Wati's place yesterday (04/11/2006) . As usual , it's a time for me to catch up wif old frens . Especially now tat I'm no longer in my previous ward . Thank gawd actually . Now tat tat trashy place has become a haven for 'chao ah-lians' , with zero class at tat . NO WONDER the complaints are escalating . Oh well . Juz sad for the old staff like Kak Wati & some others . Really thank goodness I got out before I die from some burst brain vessel working wif those incompetent 'doctor-crazy lians' . Please lah , dun 'throw face' for the rest of the Nursing community . Gotta learn to have some poise and control wokays . Call us oldies or wat , but the more mature ones were shaking their heads in disbelief . Bah ! Some nurses these days are just ... S-H-I-T ! Sad . Haha ! Well , good luck to them . ; ) Anyway , the food was great as usual . Love those crispy wings especially . It has overtaken my love for Kak Wati's Ayam Masak Merah . Ooops ! Kakak's gonna kill me . Hehehe ! :p And he came as well . No big deal ! Glad tat I no longer have this fluttery palpitations for him . Juz disappeared gradually as my disappointment in him came along . Goody good ! :D Free at last !!
Yikes !! 23 30 hrs now . Still haven't studied a word and eyes droopy . Wat the heck . Juz read thru tomolo just before the exams , AGAIN . *Yawns* Ta-ta !