I hate night shifts !! Everyone sleeping in their comfy beds and I gotta work ! *Haizzz* But someone's gotta do it rite ? Someone juz gotta clean asses , give IVs , write reports , bla bla bla ... But why has it gotta be me ??! Why oh why ?? Gosh ! I so so hate this freaking job . If I could live my f*cked up life all over again , I'd DEFINITELY not choose this job . In the first place , I wouldn't even wanna be alive . Juz let me be some insignificant rock or pebble in the desert will do . Muahaha !! Wat am I saying ? Grrr.... Moodiness . Looking forward to next week . 'Coz my ward will be 'hosting' the M.B.B.S. examinations . It's the major practical exams for doctor wannabes , in case U're wondering . Ha ! Ever been involved once , donkey years back , back in TPH days if I'm not wrong . Kindda fun and interesting . Can learn lotsa also . But hey ! Wat the heck ! I'm on night AGAIN !! *Wails* Then how to see and assist ?! Grrr.... Okayyy.. Not looking forward to next week anymore . Hmmph !
*Haizz* 4 more hours to go .
Have U ever sat down and wondered : What is Life all about ? Well , I have . And sometimes I think , Life is juz 1 big joke . U get born into this ugly world , slog your whole life , and in the end , U suffer and die . Let's face it . It's always said as "die peacefully" but how often is that so ? I mean , not many people get the 'luxury' of dying in their sleep . Practically everyone falls damn ill before they pass on . Very sad but true fact . I know better 'coz I see and take care of sick people everyday . (Maybe not on my off days lah !) Really pains my heart to see some of my patients struggling with each breath that they take . Really wish many times that I have the super powers to help ease their pain and sufferings . I know U may say that it's part and parcel of life , but why oh why MUST life be like that ? Can't just things be simpler ? If only when a human's or animal's time on Earth is up , he/she/it juz goes *pooof* and disappears . (Ya ya ! U can start laughing at how silly I am .)
Hmmm... Can't continue . My partner's music is too loud . Can't concentrate . Haha !! My stoopid brain can't focus and think straight when there's distraction around . Grrr... Useless me . So pardon me if this entry has funny English also . Haha !
Just Me
NAME : ~Ranz~
D.O.B. : 24th October 1979
JOB : ~Don't mess with the Missy~
Will GetA degree
A Masters Degree
WantsA house of her own A car of her own
A Master's Degree (APN)
NAME : ~Ranz~
