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K.O.-ed After Assessment .....

Saturday, July 05, 2008

Till now (2.20 am) . Got home from school at around 5 pm (04/07/08) . Gorged myself silly on food 'coz was kindda displeased wif my own performance during my Health Assessment assessment :'( . Haiyah , whole assessment started out bad lo . First , I couldn't bring in my cue cards 'coz they were too 'detailed' juz 'coz they had the picture of the human body on it . Huh ??!! Waste my time and effort making it . But thank goodness I've got my 'live' cue card , my beloved partner Po Lam babe !!! Thanks a million , lovely ! Would haf like failed flat wifout U lor . Thank U so much for being my partner :D . Pause ... juz in case U readers are interested , for this assessment , we gotta BARE ourselves to our partners for assessment as well as to the lecturer sia -_-" . Literally BARE lor , 'coz muz assess the boobies as well . Haizzzz , fats and all :( . Anyway , so tat was my first sway , the lack of cue cards . Then , I kena-ed a strict lecturer !!! OMG !! Really muz go buy 4D sia -_-" . Was hoping the whole week I wun get her 'coz of her infamous nasty-ness , sarcasm and strictness . And was happy not to see her around during the waiting time , outside the assessment room . Till the very last minute she came waltzing by , which made my jaw drop and my heart stop sia . She still can look at me and give a little smile sia ! 'Coz I smiled and greeted her whenever I saw her during attachments , so maybe she like recognised me ! OMG ! Me and my 'frenliness' ! Did me in this time :( . Anyway , was still hoping I wun get her , but unfortunately for me , she juz like made a bee-line for me when the assessors were assigned to the students !! My heart sank immediately and I knew right away tat I wun do well . Haizzz ! Really fated sia ! Pause again ... tatz why U people better dun hope too hard NOT to get something or someone , 'coz most likely , U'll GET it or him or her !!! Arghhh !!! Anyway , I was hopeful , for a while , when she stepped out of my station for a while and another lecturer came in , thinking I had no assessor yet . Po Lam and I were like , "PHEW !! Got hope liao ." . But this nicer lecturer couldn't keep still , had to walk out of my station oso , to chat wif her students in other stations ! Then U guessed right , the other lecturer came back !!! :'( And she was quick to start signing her name on my assessment form . So there and then , my fate kena sealed liao lor . The other nicer lecturer came back and told her that she's assessing me , but this not-so-nice one said , " No , I AM taking her . I signed my name on her form already ." -_-" See , I told U , she was very determined to assess me rite ? Haizzz ... My groupmate later told me maybe she saw the potential in me . Haha , yeah , like the potential to fail lor . Hahaha , she muz be thinking , "Ahhhh !!! Early in the morning , this toad good to fail . Whooopie !!" Hahahaha !!! Anyhows , my tots were all in a mess when the assessment started . Really all jumbled up 'coz really disheartened liao . And thanks to her constant interruptions , my tots really flew away sia . Towards the end , I really like gave up and juz anyhow completed the assessment . Haizzzz !! Then came her feedback , which I tot were quite lenient and kind from her usual times . She said some of my techniques were not quite correct and I missed out some steps but I managed to finish all systems . So , I really dunno if I passed or failed sia . We wun know till we get our transcripts . And like I said , she was quite kind today 'coz she can joke with us and say that "no news is good news la !" . Which meant that if we dun hear anything from our own group co-ordinator subsequently , it meant that we pass lor . Haizzzz . Dunno nid to wait for how long . And I really hope I dun need to re-take the darn assessment . Wish hard for me peeps :( . Okay , then the last sway was that I nearly lost 2 library books !! In my jittery state , I left them outside the assessment room , only to return and find them gone !!! I was like , "Oh SHIT !!! My day is damned bad !" Luckily , it was the kind students and lecturer of the class next door who had picked them up and kept them safely till I approached them , hoping that they saw it . And all that was made possible by my lovely partner Po Lam again , who suggested to konked-out me , to try asking that class . My saviour babe !!! :D My guiding light when my thoughts were all messed up . Hehehe . Haizzz , so now , juz hope that I can pass the assessment wifout having to re-take it lor . Pass enuf liao , no nid A or B , juz D I happy liao :'( .

Okay , now for some photo updates . Gotta start wif this rather big patch of 'or-chea' (blue-black / haematoma ??) on my right arm . Really dunno how the hell I got it . Dun remember knocking myself there . Maybe kena pinched by some 'gwee' during my sleep sia . Hahaha . But seriously , it looks and feels bad now . So sore . And Sammy , I noticed it the day after the paintball thingy (30/06/08) . But I dun remember getting 'shot' leh . Or did I ? In my excitement I didn't feel anything ? Watever ...

On Tuesday (01/07/08) .

Now (05/07/08) .

Hope itz nothing serious like a pathological fracture or something . Mwahaha . Paranoid me . 'Coz it really hurts and there's like a hard lump felt . Haizzz , die die la , who cares . Juz dun wanna suffer long before I die sia :p . K , 'nuff said .

K , this is for Sammy . Introducing ...

Handsome Scrawny !!! He's not new la . Was one of my community cats before . But he always got into fights with another cat (called Rocky by his caregiver , my neighbour H) and always sustained bad injuries , so we often had to lug him home to recuperate . So , slowly , Scrawny got so attached to the house and the gals maybe (as in my other 5 cat babes) , till he refused to be a stray anymore . Always sit outside our house and cry . Haizzz , so we took him in as well lor . And ya , so tat means I've got 6 felines , 1 canine and 1 porcine (me la !) in the house now . Tatz why my parents always complain that they're living in a zoo . Hahaha . And I pity them . Hahaha . Hey , I'm not mad wokays . I mean I know some people will be thinking that we are , living wif so many animals . But I tell ya , animals are natural de-stressers and are a joy to live with . They provide so much joy wif their antics and itz good to juz share watever U can with the less fortunate . One of my fantasies is to be able to open a home , some day (in my dreams maybe) , to house all unwanted animals and humans . To provide them with food , shelter and comfort for the rest of their lives . To make them feel that they belong to somewhere safe . :D Tatz really my wish for every living thing in the world sia . To haf food and shelter and love always ! Haizzzz , dream some more Ranz . And sugar-daddy , where are U again ??? :D

Yawns , 4am now . Wanna snooze liao . Juz some random shots before I go snooze . :D

My lovely groupmates on the day of the research presentation thingy . All wearing the group tee :D . Haizzzz , we did the best we could la . And juz hope peace is wif all of us now . Juz forget the whole shit and any enmity we had . Life is too short la . P-E-A-C-E ! Dun tink can be ~~frens~~ good frens wif some of them now , but definitely dun wanna be enemies . Cheers !