Living In A City Full Of Colours...

Down and Out .....

Sunday, February 24, 2008

I'm sick ... AGAIN !!! :( Quite a bad attack of URTI this time round . Had a little sore throat on Wednesday (20/02/08) , and subsequently developed fever (ranging from 37.7 to 38.8 degrees) and lost my voice from Thursday (21/02/08) till today (24/02/08) . Thankfully the yellowish phlegm-y cough lasted only 1 day . But I'm still coughing like a dusty chimney now and I get really really out of breath and light-headed when I lie flat on my bed , or if I walk too much . Bah !! Feel like an invalid . Now really understand how those respi patients suffer . Just hope I dun develop asthma or something . Been self medicating with some balance antibiotics and Panadol from last year and hope I'll get better .

Falling sick twice in the two months since I started school is wayyy ... too much to bear lah . This NEVER happened when I was working . Seriously ? Seriously ! I'm not kidding . Maybe a little bit of sniffles and aches here and there got lar , but never this bad . And I remember the last time I got as sick as this (or worse) was years ago when I was studying for my Diploma .

So what does that tell U ? School kills !! :( Doesn't help that my CC is insane !! F*cking freaking insane !! Setting us all the bloody unrealistic goals and deadlines . Juz because she herself is so knowledgable (gotta give her credit for that) and freaking hyper-efficient , doesn't mean ALL earthlings are the same wat . WTF ?! And when we verbalise to her that we are 'drowning' , she'll juz f*cking nonchalently go , "No choice . This is what your hospitals wanted (that the course be shrunk from 11 months to 8 months) . When you all go back (as in after graduation) , you must feedback this to your hospitals . I myself do not approve of the course being cut short ." So f*cking unfeeling !!! No words of sincere concern . Seems like all the younger CCs are like tat ! Go and rot in hell U people ! KNN !! We're here to get some knowledge , NOT lose our health and minds , mind you .

Thankfully it's break week tis week (25/02/08 - 02/03/08) . But we have like 2 assignments to hand in , 3 tests coming up and a few presentations . :'( Soooo ..... haizzz .

Think I'm juz going to die already . :(