Well , just starting to get the hang of night shifts . Wahaha !! After 7 long years , Ranz ??? Oh well , better late than never rite?
Tonite is a good night . So far that is . 05 30 hrs right now . Patients behaving themselves and sleeping , no admissions as yet , had a bite , partner had a good rest , finished writing my reports early & tidied up the ward as usual . Ahhh , this IS life , for night shifts . If only my nights will be like this MOST of the time . I shan't be greedy and hope that it'll ALWAYS be this good . But a 'break' like this once in a while is good enough for me , compared to the shitty nights I've had the last few rounds . Grrr ... Was beginning to think that I'm the new 'jinx' of night duties . Please please , don't want ah !! *blinks eyes like innocent kitten*
Anywayz , nothing much in my life lately . Never had an interesting life to begin with . Ahahaha . Juz work , work , work . No life one . Juz feeling kindda low-ish lately . Was sick with the flu for a whole month+ and was finally on the road to recovery , until exhaustion & bad sleeping & eating habits got the better of me again . Having that familiar sore & itchy feeling at the back of my throat & nose yesterday (23/01/2007). Nose also a little runny & felt a little feverish in the afternoon . Gosh !!! Shoo flu shoo !!! Oh well , probably also due to some little 'blow' I had late last week . Was so demoralised for a few days till I really stoned out and felt that life was really meaningless . Almost got run down by an idiotic cab as well while in my stupor . :p Scary to think that I could have juz died or be seriously injured . The 'blow' was nothing really serious lah . Juz set me thinking that in the job that I'm in , U juz gotta have all the lucky stars shining on U . Minimal contributions to the organisation , so-so work standards and LOTS of MC taking DOES earn U a promotion . Haha *bitter laugh* ! Sometimes wonder why I work so hard . Zero MC for 5 years , made reasonable contributions to the organisation and not to mention lotsa time sacrificed , but see where all that got me ? Same same treatment . Bah ! Ignore me . Juz ranting . The only good thing outta the whole issue was that my manager was reassuring , or tried to be reassuring . But am I reassured ? I dunno . I really dunno .
Just Me
NAME : ~Ranz~
D.O.B. : 24th October 1979
JOB : ~Don't mess with the Missy~
Will GetA degree
A Masters Degree
WantsA house of her own A car of her own
A Master's Degree (APN)